Sup,
I just had a thought and it made me a little sad. I was thinking about John. We had a date two nights ago and things went nicely. He thought he was just going to come over to keep me company, but I suprised him with a trip to the movies. We ended up seeing Vantage Point. Anywho... I was thinking about how I've known this man for a long time and how do I really feel about him? How does he really feel about me? Yesterday, he called to say that he just needed to say hello to me. That was the gist of the convo. He said he would call me back when he got off of work.... that call never came.
I also, got to thinking about this other man who I felt if we had gotten to know each other sooner, he would have been my husband. I keep thinking about how, if I hadn't have been interrupted by my sister, would I have kissed him deeply on his sweet, soft, lips? I keep thinking what would have happened, if I had said yes to his query about a ride... what would'a happened?
Finally, I was thinking about, if he wasn't the one and John isn't Mr. Right now... what the f&%$ am I going to do?
There have been numerous opportunities to have made and advance on someone that was interested or was personable enought to strike up a date, why didn't I take advantage of it? I'm not getting any younger and I am ready... for it*
As I said before, it was just a thought...errm thoughts lol

ciao

ps that's my John lmao... not in that way you kinky butt :-)