Well the relationship that I'm currently in isn't going amazingly sexually, but not really an excuse I suppose. Anyway I have started flirting with guys online that I activitly seek out in chatrooms, of course I don't tell them that I have a boyfriend. Its nothing explicit and if it gets to that point in the conversation than I end it, just abit of light hearted fun! Keeps me from thinking that I have no sex drive at all! At least I know now that I DO HAVE A SEX DRIVE! I'm very happy about that, I'm only 18 I shouldn't have to worry about that, it used to be rather manic and its coming back to its normal almost constant fashion!
But I know that if I court my boyfriend doing it then I would go up the wall! So is it really fair to do it to him?