Emotions are shot to bits if i am not getting a fit of the giggles i am bursting into tears. The letter came for me to go into hospital i have about a month. August 23rd im having my womanhood removed sort of. Full hysterectomy ovaries the lot. Im apprehensive will it mean a total personality change??? Some people might think thats good given how i have been of late! Think HE is more worried it will make me FRIDGID. Probablly not really but he has mentioned it! I'm no fun anyway just now always
in pain or tired out.
Twenty weeks ago my doctor said lose at least 28 pounds AND HAVE I??? NO I HAVE NOT!! Truth is i dont help myself & there are strawberries & icecream in the kitchen just now that are calling out to me there is no hope. I have to eat its my only comfort when all i really want is a cuddle MEN"""