When i was working flat out & bringing up four kids on my own i used to wish for a liittle time out to do all those thing that i wanted to do. I also wished for that special prince to come along on his white horse & take me off to faraway places & we would live happilly ever after. Dosen't go like that does it! My kids are grow with lives & familys of their own & i miss having them come in at random times with various friends & lovers in tow. I always had a full busy house. I found my prince (well as good as) but i don't see him whisking me away any place exciting anytime soon at the most we go for the odd walk round the shops or may even wander round a museum to take in a little culture from time to time. I am just so bored & i never get bored Sitting here drinking coffee tapping away & dunking a large pile of biscuits while i go. HE has dissapeared someplace gone off in one off his man moods cos i would'nt agree with him on something stupid. Well why should i. This afternoon we have some light relief in the way of a bar B Que so at least that will break up the day but again it all revolves around food. Still the weathers nice & it will be a change & i am alive so shouldn't maon should i. I hate bank holidays they drag. I used to spend them with my big old family but those days are gone & one should'nt dwell.