HI

Oops, sorry, I have not written on here for a while! I am not very good as this blog thing am I!!

Ok...ummmm, news........

Feel really guilty, as I have not been swimming yet this week, it's only one session that I have missed, but I feel dreadful about it! But I have just been soooooo tired again this week! What on earth is wrong with me?! Have started period though, so that may answer it a bit. I am definately going tonight though, I like Wednesday's as there is no clubs in so the whole pool is free! (I think I need to get out more you know people!)....

Bit pissed off with my best pal Carla...She's not been in contact all week...I know she's busy at work, but how long does it take to wizz a quick text over? I always make the effort! And she still hasn't let me know about the ball that is at the end of May, which is little irritating, as will need to make an appointment to see Paula (lady who made my wedding dress) to get a ball gown made/hired. Hey ho, will send her an e-mail this morning!

My other best pal is pregnant. This, however exciting for me and the rest of us pals, is NOT good news! She has only been with new boyfried for 6 months, and she has only been divorced for less than a year!! She is obviously VERY thrown by this. But the thing is, I know it was a mistake (although school girl one at that) and its not how they wanted to take their relationship and all that, but she does keep moaning about it and woe is me all the time! But quite frankly, having un-protected sex and withdrawing lets face it is a bloody stupid thing to have done! Even a teenager would know that is not a sure fire way not to get up the duff....and then, what I can't understand is WHY she didnt take the morning after pill!!? Surely if you really didn't want kids at that point in your life you would have done anything not to get preggers?! Ok, we have all been carried away with the passion of the moment at some point, but we have all then dealt with the consequences like adults! I mean, he is still going through a nasty divorce himself, with a house that is not selling, and is now living with Lisa in her house so they are paying two mortgages!!!!!

I think there must be something wrong with me, I just dont seem to want children! Some moments I think I do, then I think about whats envolved and I think OH MY WORD NOOOOOOOO...
My pal has just had number two! She's a great mum, really into all these clubs with the children and all that, home baking, tea on the table for hubby etc etc, but she is lucky enough not to have to work! I would HAVE to go back to work, I earn more than hubby anyway, we just could not afford to have a baby...I know you can never afford it, but you know what I mean. I like being able to treat myself to clothes or meals out etc when we want. But I also know how desperately my hubby would love a baby. He would love children, and as he is the end of the family line, to be honest, the pressure is really on us to keep it going! Sadly, we dont really produce boys in our family, its girls all the way really!
Ohhhh, who knows, when my back is sorted, maybe I will have the overwhelming urge to re-produce!

Rights, better head off......

Roll on next week, have couple of days off before Easter, so will get whole 5 days of with hubby! Maybe we can practice the baby making thing!!! wohoooo wink wink!


Love ya all
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PS, just read last entry, no chance of that lay in Saturday morning last week, Mr P's trouser snake was well and truely awake at 7.20am!!!!! rahhhhh