Description : Well, who know's if my life will be interesting to anyone, its certainly has its moments for me! So, here we go......My thoughts, fears and dreams..... Enjoy!
I have never had a blog before, so please bare with me while I feel my way about this! Sure I will catch on....
I could start by telling you loads of background stuff, but what the hell, lets get right into where my life is at currently!
My 84 year old Nanny killed herself in November of last year, no one of the family really knows why, other than she says she saw grandad (he died 8 years ago) and that he wanted her to be with him. Who are we to stand in the way of a 60 year love? She was a frail little thing, took an excess of her heart pills and that was it. Gone. My mother is a mess and menopasual, which can't help... Three weeks ago, my hubby's grandad passed away after very short illness. As my hubby is without his own father (who died 5.5 years ago), it has fallen to him to sort most stuff out with the help of his sister! Selling of the house, sorting of the assests etc.. And trying to deal with his more than demanding mother!!! (sure there will be more about her later!).
To cap all that off, three weeks ago (day before the death of afore mentioned Grandad) my 12 years old brother tells me that he is gay and been throwing up after meals.....GREAT...What a lovely conversation telling my dad about that one (by request of little brother, would never betray his confidence unless requested).
And the finishing cherry? I have a slipped disk in my back, for which I take 16 painkillers a day!
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Hey ho! Never mind! I am really not one of these people that will fall to pieces and demand anti-depressants at times like this! I am a strong believer in mind over matter. No one HAS to fall apart in these siutations, surely we are all not nieve enough to believe that life is full of roses?!
Sorry, off soapbox!
Ohhhh, little good news, my 18 year old sister has just started to get into modelling, ok, maybe not good to all of you, as its GLAMOUR modelling, but I am so proud of her, she is such a beautiful young woman. I am not sure it will go too far as she is quite a big girl, well I say big, she's only a 12, but in the model world, I imagine thats quite big. We are a family of BIG, as no doubt I will scribe about at some point!!! (Size 16-18 myself!).
So, well thats where I am at in life at the moment...!
I can't imagine my life is going to excite may people, but its a little like therepy this isn't it!! haha
Well, better sign off today, as I am actually at work!!!!
