Description : Today just feels like a lifetime, i must have done a million boring things and the day just doesn't seem to end...... can you tell I'm grumpy!
Why is it when you wake up the thing you just don't want to think about is the first thing that pops into your mind, typical and then that sets you up in a bad mood for the rest of the day. Everything follows that mood... you get out of bed and stand on something and hurt your foot, bang your arm in the door and then trip on your way down the stairs. If you were in a good mood none on this would happen would it. No!
If you make it out of the house that one thing you don't want to think about is just all around you, everywhere you look.
Step back in the door and slam it shut, crack open the wine and the chocolates and bury your head in the American trash on TV, with your laptop propped on your knee so you can see how the rest of the ladies are coping with today.......
I have been TTC for 10 months now; my whole way of thinking seems to have changed.
I eat healthier; it helps apparently.
I don’t drink as much; during those times I could be… I convince yourself I am and decide not to drink.
Don’t decorate; because I think that there is no point when I will have to do it all again for the nursery.
Don’t plan; hold back on the nights out or booking girlie holidays because I could be pregnant or ovulating.
Don’t change my job; because of the maternity entitlement.
Clothes shopping; changes because that won’t fit me for long, my nights out mite be cancelled if I’m pregnant or ovulating or that won’t cover/hide a bump.
I don’t get anything on finance because I worry what will happen when I’m on maternity, so the new sofa or new car can wait.
Spend less time shopping on the net, and more time goggling ‘early pregnancy symptoms’ and ‘mid cycle bleeding’
Had a new kitchen and kept a cupboard empty ready for those bottles.
