Description : Today just feels like a lifetime, i must have done a million boring things and the day just doesn't seem to end...... can you tell I'm grumpy!
Why is it when you wake up the thing you just don't want to think about is the first thing that pops into your mind, typical and then that sets you up in a bad mood for the rest of the day. Everything follows that mood... you get out of bed and stand on something and hurt your foot, bang your arm in the door and then trip on your way down the stairs. If you were in a good mood none on this would happen would it. No!
If you make it out of the house that one thing you don't want to think about is just all around you, everywhere you look.
Step back in the door and slam it shut, crack open the wine and the chocolates and bury your head in the American trash on TV, with your laptop propped on your knee so you can see how the rest of the ladies are coping with today.......
Isn't it strange how a few small simple words like
You Next?.....
Can break your heart!!!
You use them in every day life, and by now i alone will have used them millions of times together and separately. You would never expect that words like that can hurt, but they do.
Trying for a baby changes the way you see..... most things..... feels like everything. You never expect it to change the meaning of a few simple words. To those who are not ttc they will mean nothing as they did to me, but for those ttc they will mean the world.
Every time these few simple words pass the lips from someone close or a stranger they echo through your brain and down to your heart and tear you up from the inside and you wish with all your heart and power .......
