...13st 10 this morning and I look it too. I was down to 10st 13 three years ago so the figures have reversed. I look like a frumpy middle aged woman I always dreaded turning into to and there's only one person it's down to to make changes and thats me. I'd like to blame it on peri-menupausal weight gain but that would be too easy. Perhaps if I treat fat like my worst enemy I'll start fighting it more and eventually I'll be back to how I want to be. A happy 12-14 not a miserable 18-20.