...my blog yesterday I had a suddenly low day & by late evening I could barely raise a smile. I can only put it down to peri-menopausal hormones because it the low mood came on so quickly. I don't like being consumed by negativity because it feels like anything you try to think or do to get out of it is a pointless exercise because the negativity has taken you over mentally and physically. I weighed myself this morning and I'm 13st 7 & 1/4 down 3/4 of a pound from yesterday. If the XL tops I ordered from an Indian clothing website fit me at least Iknow ican go away and not feel self conscious about horrible back fat.
