Description : A quintessential look into a day in my life. I'm a crazy, sexy, cool, college chick with goals, dreams, and drama. Come read what's going on in my world!
I'm in my bedroom in this pic. Can you see my fluff ball puppy, Jack Dollar? Anywho, I love my artwork and my large screen monitor. I am so pleased to have these mere objects. I do know, these 'things' don't make me.... they are things to entertain me. Always remeber that. I would take my family, than all the money in the world. Do you feel the same way?
Sup, I don't really know how someone can be 'happy' about memorial day... unless you count the fact they have the option of having the day off or being paid twice their hourly wage. I suppose either option would make anyone momentarily 'happy.' I am not 'happy,' I am merely thankful I have one more day to get shit done, I wasn't able to complete this weekend. Speaking of the weekend, my counsin, residing in Germany, came to visit. I haven't seen him in two years and I really missed him. He is my closest cousin throughout all my cousins... sometimes, I joke he is my brother from another mother. Its not that I don;t love my other cousin's... they just didn't grow up with me so distance has set us apart. The same holds true for my oldest brother and sister. Due to their age and geographical location, I am closest to the one's I grew up around. Does that make sense? Anywho, memorial day needs to stand for more than a day off from work and overtime. Memorial day, is a day to remember the men and women who served our country. I don't think it should be exclusive to those who served and are no longer with us. I think the day should include those who made a consciencious decision to represent me and the millions of Americans living in the United States.
Sup, I want to jump right into this entry... I want to talk about old relationships and funny men. I am totally lost. Okay. I admit it... I am totally flipping lost. I have told John to call me when he is emotionally ready to work on US. If there was an 'us'? I mean, is a year really enough to get over one's wife... maybe he realized, he really couldn't live without her. Maybe he really is having problems with his child's mother... maybe I should listen to my own advice and not GO BACKWARDS. I always say that to my girlfriends who try it. I haven't really been in this position before and now I know why. Its rarely a good idea to go back to a romantic relationship that didn't work out the first time. I should have kept John strictly as a friend when he came back into my life. This time around, it will have to be he who seeks me out. I deleted his phone # from my cell phone and I refuse to send him and email or use an old text to communicate with him. Everyday, I find something funny about a man. One of bosses wants to have an affair with me, but I won't give in... he's married and have never been a home-wrecker... I have no intentions of starting now. The affair business is funny. Another funny man, is the one who sits behind me. He claims he is 'taken' yet he likes to flirt... ladies, trust me on this, he so freaking sexy, so the temptation is there. The other day he touch my hand and let it linger there... I felt so flush and I let his hand stay there til he moved. I had to tell myself he didn't mean to do it, but how could he not tell he was touching me. Funny! My last example of funny is the guy who used to sit right next to me. He is above average in looks, somewhat funny, highly sarcastic, and has on several ocassions, made it known that he would like to be my "friend with benefits." I am not known to have slept with my friends. I've turned almost all of them down. I mean there is a difference between having a friend, having a sexual relationship, or one night stand. I am not sure how I feel about the latter. I mean, I stil have this notion in my head that a call is trashy if she sleeps with a guy she doesn't know. The other part to this thing is that the guy doesn't have a lot of rap for me when I call him, but when we are in person, he has almost too much to say. I just don't know what to think or what to do. Funny.
Sup, Happy Mother's Day to my MOM and all the mother's out there raising their children as best as they can!! I had origionally planned to buy my mom The Color Purple on DVD format from Amazon, but when I recieved my shipping conformation email, I noticed the order was for VHS. This dashed my plans of course. I tried to email the shipper to see if she had the movie in dvd format... the idiot never emailed me back, so now I have useless movie. I do not have a VCR anymore, my mom doesn't have a vcr either, so I have to send it back, but I had to get her something for mother's day. Usually I take her out, this time I bought her a Giani Bernini handbag ($75), a BEE's hydrating au natural kit ($16), and one of the cutest greeting cards ever ($5), additionally, I bought a card, face revitalizing cream and makeup bag for my little brother to give to her. I did tell her about the vhs fiasco, she looked disappointed :-(. Hopefully she will have very enjoyable day. Special hello to , Aunt's J, B, M, E, and V!! Also, Sister, Michelle, Sherrie, Shana N crew: Shay, Shyheim, Jaz, Sal, Nya, Mahog, and Kaseem.
Sup, Its been a little while since I've been on here, but I wanted to stop by and see what was good. I see there are some new blogs, I will be sure to read them when I am finished with this entry. I don't really have much to report, other than I've ended an internet friendship because he didn't resepect boundaries. I miss him though, but enough was enough. Toodles Paul. In other news, I've hurt my ankle in a slip on dewey grass about a week ago. It was getting better, til I twisted it getting in the car three days ago. Its finally feeling better again. Whew, I don't like hobbling about. Yesterday was my bosses b-day. The entire office chipped in money for a humongous cake and money in a card. I personally contributed $10. Me another gal gave him something extra. The other gal, playfully nick-named road rage, organized a liquor and wine glass basket, and I bought a balloon on a stick and a card (another $6). We each gave him a warm hug when we delivered our goodies. But I suppose he was still hungry for my sugar, because on my way to the ladies room I bumped into him and he requested a full hug. You the know the one where he can get a full free fill of my tata's. You know the difference between that hug and a friendship hug, because a friendship hug is either done with one arm and brief or two arms and pats on the back. Our hug was neither. I know he thinks I'm a doll, but I'm no home wrecker...never have been. Besides, I know he couldn't handle my princess ways anyway!
