Sup,
Each day that God has blessed me to wake up another day, is another day for me to realize that life is a game. I think Milton Bradley, hit it right on the nail when invented the game. It seems like the more steps I take to make things the way I want my life to be, the more obstacles that get in my way. I keep thinking, while the job I have now has a lot of potential, it is not for me. I need to be more hands on, I need to be more creative, I need the ability to give my input as to how things are done, I need to earn more, I need to not just enjoy the people I work with, but the work that I actually execute.
Am I asking for too much, and expecting too much? I am an ambitious person and sometimes, I feel like I need to write my accolades on a giant sign and just walk around with it on my back. I have some much to offer and I feel like my brain, my capabilities, my ideas, are not being utilized. I feel useless at my current employer. I am happy with the employees and not the physical work. What am I to do?
Looking for a job with most of what I am looking for means working for the government. But I swear the process is arduaious, and who is to say after all the hoops I jump through, that I am going to like the position? I know what I need is a creative outlet.. which is why I am considering starting voice over acting. Some classes start at the end of this month. The class is $350. I have the money to pay for it now, if the class isn't booked to capacity. I have had so many people tell me that I would be good at. I am going to go for it. If this class is booked, I will sign up for the next session. Life is a game and I pray that I'm a winner!

ciao