Description : A quintessential look into a day in my life. I'm a crazy, sexy, cool, college chick with goals, dreams, and drama. Come read what's going on in my world!
Sup, Today I went through a mix of emotions at work. I was feeling a little rejected by this cutie at work, because I had called his extension and he said that he was busy with a client, but when I went to see for myself, I noticed he wasn't. I CAN'T STAND LIARS AND IF HE REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TALK HE COULD HAVE JUST SAID HE COULDN'T TALK. So I copped an attitude. The somewhat cutie who sits to my left was trying everything to get my attention... opening my desk drawers to taking things off my desk to touching my arm. I finally cracked a little bit, but I remained standoffish until about 1:30p. I had finally grown a little hungry, so I poured some sun chips onto a napkin and began munching on them. Moments later and in between bites, the same guy I felt snubbed by came over and took the entire napkin of sun chips. I suppose he was trying to taunt me, but I was still pissed at him, so I chose to ignore him. After a few minutes he began asking me questions about my preference of the chip and telling me which flavor he liked best. He apologized for just taking the chips. He stated, he normally would ask first, but he was hungry. The guy next to me seemed to pick up on the other cutie's vibe and began saying all types of sexual connotated suggestions. He even ragged on the fact that I was interested in jumping the bones of the other guy. I made a comment that I was tired, he said it was prolly because, my boyfriend and been munching on me all night. He even got to the point where he challenged my pleasure capabilities... boasting that he would have me in all types of ways and hitting pleasure points. I know he has a girlfriend, but it doesn't seem like he is 100% committed. I tired to stand my ground, but wow I was blushing so much, it was hard to hide how I felt.... a school girl ready to experiment. Woah mama... I was ready, willing, and very able. But I have to keep things professional and I have to keep level heading. I am not interested in a one night stand. I am in search of something more rewarding, someone more giving, someone emotional and physically available. Grr, I have to get in the bed, but I must write about John next. We have had some turmoil in baby-mama-drama.
Sup, For years now i've been told that I have a great speaking voice. If I was giving a speech, I was told that I am articulate. If I am singing, I can carry a tune. If I am reading a PSA over the phone, I sound like a commercial. Well I am finally going to act on talent, that I've been given. I am signing up for a six week voice over class with a reputable casting agency. The class is $345 plus transporation... I am forking over the dough, because I know this is an investment into me. Into a talent that I could possibly turn into a career if I prove I have that X-factor. Can you imagine.. raw talent, plus the guidance to perfect it? I am going for it. Tomorrow, i'm going to pay for the class and on April 30, I will be sitting in my first class. Woohoo! I told my mom, while she is happy for me, she couldn't help but ask why didn't I just major in theater or acting while attending college. She had a good point, but I was once told, no one makes money in the field... I suppose its because its so competitive. But I have been thinking and thinking of ways to be even more successful in life and spending time working on something that I love. I can do it. I am already driven, beyond starving, and excited to get started. I hope it will be more than what I expect it to be. I really do want it to be a rewarding experience and a way for me to get both feet in the door of this entertainment sect.
Sup, Each day that God has blessed me to wake up another day, is another day for me to realize that life is a game. I think Milton Bradley, hit it right on the nail when invented the game. It seems like the more steps I take to make things the way I want my life to be, the more obstacles that get in my way. I keep thinking, while the job I have now has a lot of potential, it is not for me. I need to be more hands on, I need to be more creative, I need the ability to give my input as to how things are done, I need to earn more, I need to not just enjoy the people I work with, but the work that I actually execute. Am I asking for too much, and expecting too much? I am an ambitious person and sometimes, I feel like I need to write my accolades on a giant sign and just walk around with it on my back. I have some much to offer and I feel like my brain, my capabilities, my ideas, are not being utilized. I feel useless at my current employer. I am happy with the employees and not the physical work. What am I to do? Looking for a job with most of what I am looking for means working for the government. But I swear the process is arduaious, and who is to say after all the hoops I jump through, that I am going to like the position? I know what I need is a creative outlet.. which is why I am considering starting voice over acting. Some classes start at the end of this month. The class is $350. I have the money to pay for it now, if the class isn't booked to capacity. I have had so many people tell me that I would be good at. I am going to go for it. If this class is booked, I will sign up for the next session. Life is a game and I pray that I'm a winner!
