May 15th Another hospital trip & somehow the scales had me down a couple of pounds so someone must have been watchin over me. Funny thing is although i don't feel any slimmer i can feel a difference in some of the clothes iv'e been wearing. My man bought me a lovely new skirt & some tops which made me feel good about myself for a change. Just a matter now of waitin for a date for the operation. More cysts are developing & because of the cancer in the family the ovary have got to go. I am just a bit concerned about that & the sort of change hormonally that it may have on me. Also May 15th was my grandson Archies first birthday love him. we have him & his three sisters here this weekend it's a madhouse but they are wonderful kiddies.