Description : Today just feels like a lifetime, i must have done a million boring things and the day just doesn't seem to end...... can you tell I'm grumpy!
Why is it when you wake up the thing you just don't want to think about is the first thing that pops into your mind, typical and then that sets you up in a bad mood for the rest of the day. Everything follows that mood... you get out of bed and stand on something and hurt your foot, bang your arm in the door and then trip on your way down the stairs. If you were in a good mood none on this would happen would it. No!
If you make it out of the house that one thing you don't want to think about is just all around you, everywhere you look.
Step back in the door and slam it shut, crack open the wine and the chocolates and bury your head in the American trash on TV, with your laptop propped on your knee so you can see how the rest of the ladies are coping with today.......
My friend had a baby 5 days ago and has been texting me pictures of him since.
Well..... I finally plucked up the courage to go and see him. He is gorgeouse, sooooooo cute, looks just like his dad. I was very emotional and mananged to keep it all in, showed just enough so they could see how happy i was for them, and didn't think any more into my tears.
A few people popped in whilst i was there and asked when we were going to have a baby. Dp squirmed a little and told them we could really afford one right now, yeah we wish that was the reason. They told me I should make him have a baby! lol
After I was in a bit of a stairy mood thinking about the baby and dp asked me why people always find the need to ask questions like that. I think it was the first time anyone has asked us and directed it at him, I think most people think i want and he doesnt, he must put a better front on than me.
I think it had got to him a little yesterday, the first time he has been bothered by other people asking questions.
I hope it didnt get to him too much, I know how it feels and hope he isn't feeling like that. Bless.
