...i've been in four years thanks to two slices of lemon drizzle cake I had last night on my fathers birthday. Today I'm 13st 11 and I look like that miserable middle aged woman even more. Somethings got to be down and now I'm not gripped by time of the month depression I can think clearly and seize the determination to kick myself up the proverbial and lose weight.. WATCH THIS SPACE.....I believe in God so if I succeed it WILL be a miracle.....when I say God help me I REALLY mean it.