Description : I used to work at TNT Surabaya branch, Indonesia, until last April 2007. I had lovely memory about a nice guy at TNT Germany who always supported our shipments even not related with his KPI. I had good relationship with him even we never mentioned about our personal life. Regularly I sent him email for Christmas greetings, asked halo to him when I long to hear his news and or when I was down due to failed achive targets or due to another matters. I got new spirit everytime I received his email even it was simple and nothing special. I received his picture 3 times but unfortunatelly only 2 in my files and I just sent him 1 pic even it was not really I myself in that picture but all with another colls at office. I must admit I am a little bit coward when he asked me to explain in detail about me to him after I left TNT and not really sure if keeping in touch with him by email is a good idea. I wish the condition was not like this. I wish met him some years..years ago before I got married and had two children. I wish he read this blog one day because I owe him explanation. Anyway I will respect to him and always remember his support and kindness. There are nothing I can do to return all kindness he did to me during working at TNT. Hope God bless him the best future and family
I don't remember since when I always dream about water in the night. But I am sure they come often in my dreams.They were not nightmares, in the contrary they were beautiful and made me peace......I hate when I had to wake up....cause the water gone and I must face the reality.
Like two days ago I dreamed it again. The story is following : I took cab from somewhere to go home and along the way home it was dark and I almost failed to find my way to home until I found a big crowd standing at the banks of Brantas river....It changed into ice! I observed it there was no snow but only little rains and cold....under the ice I saw little stream flows very clear....Some people started to cross by motorcycle....and when I was still amazing by that view suddenly I moved to another location....
The second location was my university, there would be important event and surprised there was swimming pool there ( the reality no swiming pool) and some students jumped into the swimming pool. I met nice and friendly guys there but not recognized who they were......my feeling was happy and peace to see all of them and also the water in the swiming pool.
Before, the dream of water were various like suddenly there were a lot of water in my living room & I saw some beautiful fishes swimming around, meanwhile the higness of the water was not more than my ankles. Or I saw beautiful beach with the sunset and I certainly never saw it before in my life.....
I don't know what is the meaning of my dream but I just hope my life and family are always OK
A writing starts from simple to the magnificent Sound like a cocoon into a beautiful butterfly. Gives good spirit, enlightment and happiness. Healing activity for the good purpose only.
Get rid all garbage, manipulate and hates. Reflection of the good and bright soul instead of the darkness one..... Enlight the world with the good benefits and peacefull. It is a pitty to use this beauty talent to hurt.
Showing the great idea by humble attitudes is appreciate... Using the freedom to write is correct but respect with boundaries of another people interest must be considered.....
For Wisnu....hope God's angel will knock hard to your soul and brain thus you can write better in the future instead of the garbage and aberration one. As you don't know well about the content of Bible so watch out!!
Ghost in office....! Believe me I've ever met with the ghost in office at the mid day! Not scarry....thus I didn't realised he was a ghost. Well the story began in Friday, as a short day because the break time is longer than other days (the Mosleems must go to the Mosque to pray) and almost weekend, so everyones were in a rush to finish their own jobs including me (my turn to get off in Saturday). I was in customer service and must handle the complaint, inqueries, billing note of import duty tax for inbound. The copy machine was trouble and at the same time I was headache with the complaint of a company due to his import stuff not yet released from custom. The manager of it always called me or my coll, Setyo, at Operation Supervisor every 15 minutes. Meanwhile absolutely it would not able released that day if could not provide with the certain paperworks as requested by Indonesia custom. ...He insisted to release it by undertable money meanwhile the management TNT courier as Netherland company prefer to be clean company and get rid all kinds process by undertable money . Meanwhile I was doing that, my coll at sales suddenly asked me to provide commercial invoice of import from Japan as requested by her client (actually she did that by herself from beginning & never share the history of her client and the import to me)...But I did not want to reject her inquiry directly, in the contrary I asked the AWBIL number. She mentioned it, I checked in the system and it was just arrived at Cengkareng airport (Jakarta) but still not yet custom process. I said to her later, please wait as the import staff from Jakarta has not faxed yet the pre calculation of the import duty & all the paperworks yet. But she could not receive, she bang the table & yelled to me! Wouww....frankly I replied her in loud voice too....but the argue not long. We paused as her boss (Sales Manager, Santi) backed up the explanation of mine and asked her to wait or the Shipper must informed it to the receiver instead. She was not satisfied and just left the office with another colls to Tunjungan Plaza....
I felt regret after that but anyway too many cases at that time thus I came back to focus again to my work. Until I didn't realize one by one the people in the office gone even the security. Warehouse door was closed, only me and Nety ( Front line customer and she sat at the separated room with me). I was sitting and evaluated the billing note before I faxed, but I felt there was someone standing behind me. I turned back and there was a young thinny man with simple blue shirt. He stared me only and he was shorter than me. I had no idea but I just had him to fix the copy machine as it was brook since couple days ago, and showed him the machine laid down near by the rest room. I said sorry to him I must worked in a hurry and asked favor to do it as soon as possible and properly.....I backed to my chair and bussy with the papers again.... But I felt he was still staring at me instead of doing that but at the other time I also felt he was walking to the copy machine. Thus I turned back to him again and surprised nobody standing there and I checked the rest room as I couldn't find him at the copy machine either. Frankly I didn't need to take more than 2 minutes to turn back him again from my papers.....
I didn't scare or feel strange, but upset yes.... because I ordered him to fix it soon and I must copy some papers soon but he just left...?! I run to the storage, but nobody there and then run to Neti's room, asked where the man wth blue shirt gone as the warehouse door was closed. Neti surprised with my question as nobody came during the lunch time, but I insisted I saw him clearly....then I asked neti to joint me checked the storage again but of course nobody.......
Neti started shaking as she thought he was bad guy & hide somehere. But she also assured me nobody came (guests only able to come in from the front door avail in her room). Finally we just able to see each other and decided to sit at the the front room instead back to my desk and waited the other staffs back. ....
After a long time from my experience, my boss found the same one with me. It was happened in early in the morning when everyones still not arrived as we started working at 08.30 am, and he came to the office about 7 am. Even the office boy hasn't come yet but he saw the office boy already came and greeted him "Good morning Pak Adjie......." ;-((
January 2009 already gone for half weeks. I still doubt about life. I feel distress, dissappointed and starting thingking God is unfair...I sink in sadness without get any enlightment until just this afternoon I read someone's blog...and It's about life....very simple he copied the Poettry of Rendra (the wellknown of Indonesia Poets). I love to copy it to engrain the content as long as I read my own blog...so I will not too easy complaint & blame God....Because everthings bad not coming from Him but the evil instead....
Sering kali aku berkata, ketika orang memuji milikku, bahwa sesungguhnya ini hanya titipan, bahwa mobilku hanya titipan-NYA, bahwa rumahku hanya titipan-NYA, bahwa hartaku hanya titipan-NYA, bahwa putraku hanya titipan-NYA,
tetapi, mengapa aku tak pernah bertanya, mengapa DIA menitipkan padaku? Untuk apa DIA menitipkan ini pada ku? Dan kalau bukan milikku, apa yang harus kulakukan untuk milik-NYA ini?
Adakah aku memiliki hak atas sesuatu yang bukan milikku?
Mengapa hatiku justru terasa berat, ketika titipan itu diminta kembali oleh-NYA ?
Ketika diminta kembali, kusebut itu sebagai musibah, kusebut itu sebagai ujian, kusebut itu sebagai petaka, kusebut dengan panggilan apa saja untuk melukiskan bahwa itu adalah derita.
Ketika aku berdoa, kuminta titipan yang cocok dengan hawa nafsuku, aku ingin lebih banyak harta, ingin lebih banyak mobil, lebih banyak rumah, lebih banyak popularitas, dan kutolak sakit, kutolak kemiskinan, Seolah ...semua "derita" adalah hukuman bagiku. Seolah ...keadilan dan kasih-NYA harus berjalan seperti matematika
aku rajin beribadah, maka selayaknyalah derita menjauh dariku, dan Nikmat dunia kerap menghampiriku. Kuperlakukan DIA seolah mitra dagang,dan bukan Kekasih. Kuminta Dia membalas "perlakuan baikku", dan menolak keputusan-NYA yang tak sesuai keinginanku,
Gusti, padahal tiap hari kuucapkan, hidup dan matiku hanyalah untuk beribadah... "ketika langit dan bumi bersatu, bencana dan keberuntungan sama saja"
This Xmas frankly I have no spirit at all. Also I am afraid to face the next 2009. Until I got request from my little son Ito to set up the Xmas tree and decorate it. I said later.......
He keeps with his spirit to celebrate Xmas and every day he sings Jingle Bells and Xmas tree as he taught in his shool. His father influenced with his spirit even actually he has a lot of things in his mind about his business. Thus they started decorate it last Sunday. I prefer to sleep instead of joinning them in decorating but I couldn't sleep as my son sang the Jingle Bells loudly, run with gaily laugh around the living room, clapsed his hands and sang again.
Finally I woke up & found it almost done. He said " Look, Ma, the Xmas tree is beautiful....Horee it's Xmas..."
Finally I realized I also joint to finish the decorating together. His top happiness happened when his father turned on the lights....
He is really like a little angel to me that aware me Xmas is not always related with the material things. But having together with family in unity in this hard times should be a great blessing too.
Thus, I believe miracle will come if we still have great spirit to celebrate this Xmas in simple way but full faith to God and also the feeling of love.
So.....Merry Xmas everyone.......God bless all of us and Happy New Year 2009, Hope God will lead us into the best path for the best solution........
