You spend all your life looking for something better & alway's wanting more. Why do we do that! When if we really look closely everything we have ever wanted is right there on our own doorstep. Wishing a life away wanting things that are always out of reach take it from me be grateful for what you've got. I am here now where i belong home at last with the man i love. I have a lovely new home & nice things around me. The sun shines in my backyard & the birds are singing whilst i eat my breakfast. The radio playing in the afternoons whist i relax. who could want more. I have a lovely family & good friends surely i am the richest woman in the world. I am happy & thats all i have ever wanted life is good.
Also Sod the diet i am who i am why do i need to be any different .
So much for the healthy eating plans. We have been living on take aways this past week, well with the plates & stuff packed ready to move what choice do we have ?? After weeks of preperation the day has finally dawned & come saturday we will be (hopefully) settled in to our new abode. Suppossedly downsizing we have sold or thrown away a great deal of our possestions but still seem to have far too many to move. Typically too when you need help in the form of my three strong sons. Or so called mates & family on either side everyone has got something to do. Maybe i should remember that when i am called on to babysit or lend a few quid etc etc. Best i shut up now i can feel the stress kicking in. Need a cup of tea & two dozen biccy's, got to go.
Well moving day has finally come around & this time next week we will be loading up the truck & settling into our new place. It's like wev'e been getting ready for ages but now it's a matter of days there is so much to do. means i will have to close down internet for a while so no blogging. Got to keep this short boxes to pack, lists to write, places to go
As it says its been madness. had my grandkids over for the school hols & all that wishin i was doin last time for to have my family back i should keep sshhh. I love them to bits but i truly am not as young & as healthy as i once was, its been crazy trying to keep them amused. Also the great british summer which has been four days rain three days fine & only one of those what i would call really warm. Stuck indoors theyve amused themselves with drawing, scrapbooking, fighting over the computor & telivision controls & running rings round us grown ups. The one day we did get out we opted for a day in the park on the swings & a picnic. I am all for entertainment which dosen't cost money. Theyv'e gone now & peace restored. My mans watching a western & im just doing some catching up whilst the roast does its thing. Lazy Sunday I LOVE IT !
When i was working flat out & bringing up four kids on my own i used to wish for a liittle time out to do all those thing that i wanted to do. I also wished for that special prince to come along on his white horse & take me off to faraway places & we would live happilly ever after. Dosen't go like that does it! My kids are grow with lives & familys of their own & i miss having them come in at random times with various friends & lovers in tow. I always had a full busy house. I found my prince (well as good as) but i don't see him whisking me away any place exciting anytime soon at the most we go for the odd walk round the shops or may even wander round a museum to take in a little culture from time to time. I am just so bored & i never get bored Sitting here drinking coffee tapping away & dunking a large pile of biscuits while i go. HE has dissapeared someplace gone off in one off his man moods cos i would'nt agree with him on something stupid. Well why should i. This afternoon we have some light relief in the way of a bar B Que so at least that will break up the day but again it all revolves around food. Still the weathers nice & it will be a change & i am alive so shouldn't maon should i. I hate bank holidays they drag. I used to spend them with my big old family but those days are gone & one should'nt dwell.
