..this morning I weigh 13st 8, so I've lost 3 lbs overnight. The wierd thing is I knew even before I got on the scales. It's amazing what a small sudden loss can do to give me a boost, so I'm going to run with it and use it as extra incentive to be healthy whilst I'm away over the long weekend. See you on the North Shore....
...i've been in four years thanks to two slices of lemon drizzle cake I had last night on my fathers birthday. Today I'm 13st 11 and I look like that miserable middle aged woman even more. Somethings got to be down and now I'm not gripped by time of the month depression I can think clearly and seize the determination to kick myself up the proverbial and lose weight.. WATCH THIS SPACE.....I believe in God so if I succeed it WILL be a miracle.....when I say God help me I REALLY mean it.
...different day, still weigh13st 10. Got late time of the month (peri menopausal nuisance) and period pains and feel like the goodyear blimp. Gave into sugar cravings today then realised I'd forgotten all about the Silver slimming pills I'd bought and not taken them for three days. Totally disgusted I've had to buy a pair of size 18 jeans but if I hadn't everyone else's holiday would be msierable because I'd be miserable with nothing to wear that fits me. Wish I wasn't too old to re-join the forces and have someone knocking me into shape.
...13st 10 this morning and I look it too. I was down to 10st 13 three years ago so the figures have reversed. I look like a frumpy middle aged woman I always dreaded turning into to and there's only one person it's down to to make changes and thats me. I'd like to blame it on peri-menupausal weight gain but that would be too easy. Perhaps if I treat fat like my worst enemy I'll start fighting it more and eventually I'll be back to how I want to be. A happy 12-14 not a miserable 18-20.
...of the month and I feel wretched. Can barely bring myself to speak in sentances of more than one word and this morning weigh 13st 8. That's all for today....
