well on my last blog i just found out i was expecting baby no 2,after 17 month of trying well i lost my baby a few month ago and forgot i wrote bout it.well alls i can say is this journey is the heck of a long one we decided to try for a baby after 5 years of being together you see i wanted to do it prperly this time as i got caught pregnant when i was 17 even thou id been with him 3 years you no i was young and we were both kids.so i decided to wait which we did,i got caught the first time after 5 month which was a eptopic they had to remove my tube,then we tried again and i got caught again after 18 month and was so made up but sadly i lost it at 9 wks there was no heart beat so defostated so im still on that journey trying for a little baby,ive had so many ups and downs to last me a life time,so on my journey im still moving just hoping i will get the child we both want so much lifes a funny thing,but im staying posotive and wont let it beat me.......so ill talk in a bit xxxxxx

Well im done for xmas just need 2 go shopping thats the worst bit i think.never mind the kids break up 2moz and im out up me mates over wkend(cant wait)roll on saturday though ill be paying 4 it all day saturday haha