No, well, I mean Ninja would pop in & out, you just cann't predict when he's gonna be next to you or at a far horizon !!

JUST WISH MY NINJA DOES NOT GET A TECHNICAL KNOCK-OUT SOMEWHERE :))

You have a determined character and you live life in the fast lane with lots of spirit. You hate monotony. You're also very independent, courageous, and a bit of a rebel. It's hard to put a label on you because you really don't conform to any type. Your fiery temperament surprises some people, but people seek your company because you're really imaginative and when you're given the opportunity and enough scope you're really entertaining. When it comes to love, you're loyal and passionate in your relationships. However, your emotions can get the better of you and can stop you from seeing things as they really are sometimes. You can also get into violent rages sometimes because you can't keep your rebellious nature in all the time!
+: LIVEWIRE, PASSIONATE, ORIGINAL, LOYAL, COURAGEOUS
- : HOT-TEMPERED, REBELLIOUS

Wood symbolizes vitality, creative power and harmony

I start having no time to breathe again, ."Pu, we need these instructions, and that one too, and we need it now !!!".. Da m m! It is always like this! Me? I am not getting support from boss much because I am not Ms "YES" and I don't want to please the boss just to get support. GET REAL !!!! I AM REAL!!!

Yeah... at the end, when there is problem ---> "KHUN PU!" High season starts, purchasing is double, and other stuffs keep coming !! BORING!!

If anybody does not know, I repeat it again here, to be a management/ boss, what you should have is "Power/ Strenght" and "Kind/ Mercy". Just giving command and ignore what to come after IS NOT a BOSS!! Those people I call, "BOSS-Want-To-Be".

I should organize a training on how to be a good management, simple! "Planig & Anaylzing", "Two-way communication", "Power & Empowerment', "Training Skills", "Time Management", "Work Performance & Evaluation", "Prejudice & Ignorance Control", "Encouragment Skills", ....

I have tried to call P during these days, but no answer!! Understand he might be busy or inconvenient to take my call....well... but now I can't get him on the line like a few months ago.

As always I call him just to talk to him, hear his voice, and because I miss him.... too much:( But later, when I call, there is no answer, the line is switched to voice mail, busy line, ............. My SMS rarely gets attention. What I want is just ... he is there, fine and safe, and could talk to me when I have sometime to call him.

It seems more and more difficult to call him now, ...... I deeply trust him because I choose to trust him, but sometimes I couldn't help to think that he wants to leave us space, ... space... big space!!!....He might still like me a lot, but... he might need space !!

It might be my problem because I have tried to contact him all the time I could, every week!!, where for P, it is not convenient! He used to tell me my calling is not annoying to him & I could call him anytime. I called him 4 times recently, no answer... Action is more clear than words.

I couldn't do anything, I do what I can do and to extend I should do. As I said before, P knows everything, and he knows I am here.

My relationship mantra :

"i know you choose to trust me... and i am a good boy. dont think differently. do not worry or give youself stress headache becuase you think too much"

*Deep breathe!, face up!, stick to the mantra!, I choose to do this because I have found out how this feeling could brighten & enhance & soften my soul..... :) *

I know it is Koala, but to me it is "Panda" :)